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Have you ever wondered if perhaps ... you aren't who you are supposed to be? Like you're meant to be something more than you are? That for some reason, you aren't living up to the person that you were made to become?

Hmmm.

I suppose all those feelings are natural. Everyone has feelings of dissatisfaction in their life...

And, realistically, I know that I've achieved a lot, for a man of twenty five. I run two businesses, I graduated at the top of my class, received my degree early, and own my own home. This is a lot for anyone, I like to think.

I think that perhaps I need to ... what is the saying. 'Lighten up'.

Tonight, I'm not going to go hole up at home like I always do. I'm going to go out to eat, perhaps go out to a bar.

There is no reason for me to hole up in my house. I'm not a hermit, after all. If anyone would like to join me, they are very welcome.

Jennifer ... I trust you are feeling better. I have not seen you since the other day, but if I knew your phone number I might have called to check up. You have not called or stopped by, so I can assume you are doing quite well. How much longer will your arm be in that cast? At any rate. I hope you are doing well.

As for Shizuka -- I hope that Elle is behaving herself. I don't believe she's ever spent a night without me ... It is perhaps strange to be so protective of a cat. But I do hope that she is doing all right. She does seem to like you, so I am sure that she is fine.